Verdant green
Is the space between
Where hidden vale
And forgotten tale
Boasts sprites and gnomes
With tree-built homes
~ Janna Vanderveen
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Dragonrider queen
With plumage ever fair
Your dragon ate my cow
And now I’ve none to spare.
Your beauty is unworldly
Your exploits told in song
Your dragon’s legendary
So please don’t take this wrong.
Fly high above the clouds
You’ve overwhelmed your stay
And leave this precious valley
Forever and a day.
~ Janna Vanderveen
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This weekend Bruce and I took a scenic drive around Niagara Falls. It was dusk, fog obscured the setting sun, clouds of mist spiraled out of the depths of falling water, and rain drizzled from the sky upon the multitudes of people who refused to be deterred from viewing this magnificent force of nature. I stood in awe of the One who created it all and this verse came to mind…
Haakon picked this handmade, small brown Penelope Bloom boutique bunny to be his friend. It is the perfect size for his three-year-old hands.
His big sister Asti picked out the medium dark pink bunny.
And…big pink bunny with sweethearts has also found a special home.
Oh happy day!
Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna
Asti’s picked out this pretty in pink, large Penelope Bloom boutique bunny.
Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna
Gales of change
Announce a fight arranged
Beneath snow-capped trees
While the maiden fair
With the wind-blown hair
Rests a sabre on her knees.
~ Janna Vanderveen
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Crazed is the gaze
Of sorrow worn,
When flesh fails to adorn
This metallic face.
So violently erased
Torn, rendered, disgraced.
Ripped apart,
Like my shattered heart.
Oh, but your eyes
Dripping tears, from blue skies
You wail, moan, struggle to breathe
You mustn’t give up, ever, please.
With clarity I see
Your unabashed love for me.
Unfettered, unadorned,
Already mourned.
Beloved, you must run,
Forget the ungodly one,
And this ugly war
Where revenge avenges the score.
Seek the Narrator
The great Re-Creator.
Whose birth birthed re-birth
Whose death redefines your worth,
And arise, out of the fire
From the ashes, Phoenix fly higher,
For I’m fading fast.
My lifeblood won’t last
But I’ll find you again
Beyond the great Eden
Where deep cries out to deep
And immortals never sleep.
Do you hear His sweet call?
Whispering, soft like rainfall,
My name. He’s coming.
Trumpets sound, HE’S COMING!
A chariot, golden fire,
Burning light, a thundering choir.
My mind is ablaze
The old world, a haze
One last exhale
To step beyond the veil.
~ Janna Vanderveen
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I pulled a recent Mike and Molly marathon and watched several episodes in my attempt to catch up with this season’s show. When I watched an episode titled “The First and Last Ride-A-Long” (Season 4, Episode 2), I laughed in that side-splitting, gut-wrenching, muscle-hurting way that produces tears and calls for a box of tissues. Afterwards, I made my husband join me and watched it a second time. Together, we enjoyed another round of deep chuckles, while exchanging knowing glances with each other. We both agreed that Molly and I have a few things in common.
Here are the top eleven ways I relate to Molly, played by Melissa McCarthy, in the show Mike and Molly.
1. Molly is a full-figured woman who is bold enough to follow her dreams. Enough said.
2. Molly worked as a teacher for ten years and dramatically escaped her job by fleeing out her classroom window during the middle of teaching a class. No longer able to tolerate her mediocre life, she literally plunged into a new dream, one which would involve writing as a career. Although I did not crawl out a classroom window, it was during my two years of homeschooling that I realized I wanted to fulfill my desire to write a novel. Unable to both teach and write with maximum efficiency, my husband and I made the decision to put our children back into school.
3. Molly defines her genre as being contemporary crime fiction. Mine is futuristic crime fiction. Bring on the FBI and CIA! We have a mystery to solve.
4. Molly has plans for a sequel. I have plans for three. Lofty goals! I like that.
5. The concept of research leaves Molly giddy and squirming with excitement. I relate to that! Research is fun when its done to progress a story. It’s like wrapping up a secretive gift and giving it to others to slowly unwrap and savor.
6. My favorite quote of the show. Molly: “Dang it, I thought I was recording. What did I say? Hey, did you guys catch what I said?” My husband snorted when he heard Molly’s character say this. Apparently I say that a lot.
7. Mike is supportive of Molly’s work. I also have an awesome husband who believes in me and reads my chapters diligently. Go Bruce!
8. Molly finds story ideas all around her and is in a constant state of documenting/recording her thoughts. I have several journals full of plot ideas and thoughts, and computer files filled with future book ideas. I NEED to get a recording device or an app on my phone to record my thoughts.
9. It’s true that we work through our issues while we write. This makes our stories deep psychological pools of information, which only we can interpret. I loved watching Molly play this out as she wrote a story which closely reflected her repressed, and sometimes not so repressed feelings towards Mike’s mother.
10. After Mike was asleep, Molly snuck out of bed to jot down a few more thoughts. I do this ALL the time. There is no better time to write than at night, when the house is silent and there are no distractions.
11. Adversity. Molly experienced adversity in the form of her extended family. She did not let their negativity weigh her down. I believe that there will always be haters and nay-sayers in this world. My philosophy is this, you will always lose if you never try. So why not try? I’d rather fail having tried, than not try at all. Instead of asking yourself, “what-if I don’t succeed?” why not ask yourself, “what-if I do?”
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Enjoy!
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Medium violet Penelope Bloom bunny adopted by Linda.
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There is something about reading and writing science fiction and fantasy literature which stirs my heart to worship. I am repeatedly drawn into magnificent worlds of wonder inhabited by heroes and heroines who conquer their fears as they overcome great obstacles in their search for both love and restoration. Full of rich history and complex struggles, the characters wade through life, seeking salvation from the tyrants who terrorize and destroy their land. They seek absolution from their own personal demons, striving for the magic elixir which will fix all their problems. Most experience a death of some sort and a resurrection before they return with their reward.
At its very core, this genre reminds me of another fantastical story, where temptation prompts the loss of innocence, where mystical beings battle each other in unseen realms, and where a God dies to show his people the depths of his great love. I don’t use the term fantastical lightly, and no, I’m not referring to a make-belief fairy tale. Instead, I speak of a mind-blowing, beyond our comprehension and understanding, historical retelling–the narrative of our own creation.
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” John 1: 1-5
In the beginning, God as Author, used his Word to create life. The first humans, Adam and Eve, flourished in Eden until they ate from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. When they did, they developed a new, warped way of thinking – one which appeared good but was twisted and led to death. Enshrouded in this deceit, they fled from the God who could have saved them. Where once they’d viewed their God as good, now they erroneously saw him as a threat and as punitive.
Loving his children, and not wanting them to live eternally with this distorted perspective of himself, the Author intervened. He knew that should they also eat from the tree of life in the garden, they’d eternally fear him and believe him to be a monster. To protect them, he banished them from the garden and accompanied them into the new world. But in their fear and blindness, they believed themselves abandoned by God because of their sin. Clinging tighter to their dark way of thinking, they embraced laws and demanded kings in the hopes that they’d prove themselves worthy of God’s love.
The Author, knowing his children could not see beyond the darkness, chose to save them from themselves. He transformed himself into living flesh in the hopes of reaching them directly. It was a radical and unprecedented move, but mankind remained locked in the lies of their twisted thinking. Instead of hearing his message of love, they judged his motives to be impure, his teachings unsound, and his revelations heretical compared to their “knowledge of good and evil” perspective of a punitive God. They clung tighter to their twisted thinking and rejected him.
Capturing him, they killed him.
If the Author had truly been a punitive deity like mankind believed, he would have punished them for the atrocities they’d committed against himself. But he didn’t. In true character, he reached beyond their faulty thinking and showed them his heart. Instead of doing to them what they’d done to him, instead of giving them over to the death and hell their perspective required, he showed mercy, grace, and unconditional love. He revealed his nature and eradicated all reason for mankind to fear him.
Perfect love casts out all fear.
Goosebumps shiver down my arms.
The story is incredible.
As authors, we mimic this original story in every tale we tell. We shine light upon the paths that our characters must take, create ways for them to overcome obstacles, and bring restoration to the wounds which plague their lives. We are not God, but we mirror God as creator when we create, and as savior when we restore. It is in the retelling, that we experience God’s goodness anew.
And that is a beautiful gift. It is what causes my heart to jump with joy when I read the complex stories within this genre. It is what drives me to write my own. For I am reminded, time and time again, of the original story, of God’s creativity, and his amazing, perfect love.
My mission is to discern, awaken, and inspire truth in myself and others.
“May my tongue be the pen of a skillful writer, my pen be the tongue of a masterful orator, and my words be apples of gold in settings of silver.”
~ Janna Vanderveen
Penelope Bloom is a four-year-old detective ballerina. She is an adorable, rough and tumble, curious, and strong-willed child who loves to wear tutu’s and princess dress-up clothes while solving mysteries with her friends. She is not a “princess” like you’d imagine the perfect child, but utterly loveable in all her less than perfect ways.
Tricia Bos ( illustrator) and I are working to develop a series of children’s books based on this beloved character.
To learn more about Penelope Bloom and our writing/illustrating process, please visit www.penelopebloom.com.
We woke up to a big surprise this morning
I have to confess, I was worried. The flooding was pretty bad and the storm sewers were backed up.
Our neighbor, Shannon, took this picture of the side of our house.
But we like to make lemonade out of lemons…and my family is a little crazy.
This is what we do when school is cancelled and we have water up to our windows.
Have a little fun.
And send up prayers of thanks to God for sparing us from floodwaters in the house.
Mirror, mirror on the wall, who’s the fairest of them all?
Have you given the mirror power to determine your self-worth?
Who or what is your mirror? Who or what holds the measuring stick that determines your self-worth? Is it a person? Or do you measure your worth based on your wealth, beauty, fame, body image, prestige, influence, service, works, success, friends, family, or accolades?
Fear hides authenticity. It creates a very convincing lie which says we must appear or act a certain way in order to experience love, happiness, acceptance, and approval. At its very depth, it mars the beauty and truth of who God created you to be. Whether we seek approval from people who don’t like us or receive it from those who believe in us…it is all meaningless.
It is not for man or society to decide our worth. Nor is it their responsibility to define our identity.
It is God’s.
We were created in God’s image, men and women both. He is our source. Our mirror. He is the giver of life.
1. Ask God to show you how He sees you. Listen to what He says and write it down so that you can read it every time the lie resurfaces.
2. If you are struggling with a specific person who judges you, write down what you know of your own issues and the issues of the person you are dealing with. Do they have an origin? Are the person’s judgments of you a reaction to their issue? Are your reactions to the person a reaction to your own issues?
3. In the midst of your issues, ask God to show you who He is and what He believes of you.
4. Stop using people and worldly standards as a mirror for your self-worth and instead look to God as your mirror.
When you finally see who you are in Christ, you will mirror God’s authenticity and truth to others. Your mirroring God gives others the freedom and permission to do the same. They will mirror back what they see in you.
*Special thanks to my Aunt Agnes for sharing her wisdom regarding this issue. 🙂
The one snack my children can’t live without is a fruit smoothie. When time permits, I prepare an all-natural fruit concoction for my children’s evening snack. This one is their favorite treat.
Five Fruit Smoothie
1 cup Organic Vanilla Coconut Milk
1/4 cup Organic Coconut Palm Sugar
3 Banana’s
1 Peach
1 Cup Frozen Chunk Pineapple
10 Large Frozen Strawberries
1/2 cup Frozen Raspberries
Directions:
1. Add all of the above ingredients into your Vitamix Blender in the order listed.
2. Blend until smooth. Add more Coconut Milk as needed to create the consistency desired.
3. Pour into glasses.
4. Drink or eat with a spoon. (Serves 5)
Note: The coconut sugar may be omitted.











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