Things that interfere with writing the next great American novel:

#1. FLIES!

I’m not kidding.

My daughter Chloe (who just turned four) is terrified of flies. She doesn’t understand the correlation between leaving the screen on our deck door open and our having flies in the house.  I have spent a great deal of my time trying to explain this concept and have attempted to combat her hysteria by racing around my house like a crazy woman, trying to smoosh them with paper towels.  I think it’s time to invest in a fly swatter or two.  I’m sure she’d enjoy chasing the unsuspecting intruders with a swatter when not ducking in fear from their buzzing kissing.  Poor baby!

But I love my little girl.

She’s worth every squeal.  Every terrified shriek.  Every demanding tirade.

Especially when I overhear her reassuring our puppy Lily, not to worry, that Mommy will squish them all.

I am invincible and all-powerful.

Well, maybe not.  But  I’ll cherish the misguided belief for as long as it lasts.

And save my writing for another day.

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Meet Big Pink Boutique Bunny

At the insistence of my children, I redesigned my existing bunny pattern to create the “BIG” bunny and I am thrilled with the result!  This beautiful 18 inch, bright pink bunny,  is made with ultra soft minky (the  fabric used to create upscale baby blankets). Her limbs and the inside of her ears feature three coordinating floral cotton fabrics.

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

Her hand embroidered face includes tri-colored brown eyes and a cute green nose.  Taking only a measly 10 hours to put together, this bunny is a catch!

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

She’s been donated to an auction, the proceeds of which will go to my aunt who’s battling cancer.

Large pink, Penelope Bloom boutique bunny.

Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna

I love the bright colors in this little hat.

It’s just perfect for a three-year old sweetie.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

With butterflies, flowers, and a soft fleece band.

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

This hat will keep ears warm for hours.

What-if…

I love what-ifs. What-if’s drive my creative thinking and fuel my love for writing. They push me past the mundane “box” of my thinking and force me to consider things I wouldn’t, under normal circumstances.  What-if’s stretch my mind, test my faith, enlarge my imagination, and grow my understanding of God.

This morning, after my children left for school, a “what-if popped into my mind.

I’d been thinking about why I’m so drawn to  fantasy literature.

Some would say that my love stems from my young exposure to Star Trek.  It’s true.  I’m a Trekkie at heart and have fond memories of Captain Picard and his team exploring the galaxy.  However, I believe that my connection to both fantasy and science-fiction literature is much deeper in nature and more spiritual.

I believe that fantasy literature is a reflection of the greatest “fantastical” story of all time. I use the word fantastical not to represent make-belief, but to define a fantastic, mind-blowing, beyond our comprehension and understanding, type of story.  Authors in this genre use the written word to create amazing worlds of wonder, full of rich history and complex struggles. Their inhabitants wade through life, seeking salvation from the tyrants who terrorize and destroy their land. They often seek absolution from their own personal demons, striving for the magic elixir which will fix all their problems.  Most experience a death of some sort and a resurrection before they are able to return with their reward.

Sound familiar?

Let’s think on our own world’s “fantastical” story…

Before our world was formed, there existed an all-powerful, yet mysterious Deity. This God created a realm filled with angelic beings. The God’s closest and most beautiful angel betrayed him in the hopes of stealing his power.  The kingdom was thrown into chaos and divided.  A great war ensued.

The Great God created another kingdom, full of beings different from the angels, but pure at heart and untouched by sin. They lived an unblemished life…until the fallen angel interfered.  He lured the humans away from God, promising equality and power.

But, unbeknownst to the fallen angel, The Great God had anticipated their choice and devised a magnificent plan.

One that reflected back the exact opposite of what the fallen angel had promised.

  • Christ, although he existed in the form of God, did not regard equality with God as a thing to be grasped,
  • but emptied Himself, taking the form of a bond-servant, and being made in the likeness of men.  Being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.
  • For this reason also, God highly exalted Him, and bestowed on him the name which is above every name,
  • so that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow, of those who are in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and that every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.  (Philippians 2:5-11)

Rejecting his power, the Great God became mortal.  He became utterly powerless when he was birthed a babe.  When the fallen angel realized this, he devised his own clever plan to kill him. But again, God’s plan was greater.

He allowed the fallen angel to think he was winning.  When death seemed to have won its victory and the land was literally enveloped in darkness, God revealed his clever twist.  Jesus did the impossible.  He fulfilled the law by living a perfect life and in so doing he bought us a new covenant with his life.  One based on love and relationship.

He won.

So where in all of this does my what-if emerge?

I often wonder what precipitated Lucifer’s fall.  What triggered his breaking point? If we could read his full story, would we find strands of God’s love working to keep him from falling into darkness?  Would we see evidence of God’s hand in the lives of his angels, striving to keep them from buying into the “great deception/rejection.” Is he as relentless in his pursuit of his angels as he is towards us?

What-if God uses humankind’s story of redemption to remind his angels of His very love-nature?  What-if our story contains a message designed to keep further angels from falling? What if our story acts as a living witness to God’s first creation?  If God anticipated mankind’s fall (before our fall) and devised a plan for our salvation, what’s to say he didn’t do the same to keep the angelic race from further disintegrating? What-if  our existence is part of a greater plan?

If God went to such extremes to restore our broken relationship with him, would he not exert the same force to keep further angels from falling?

What-if?

I marvel at the great love story God devised, and I appreciate again, his plan for my salvation and yours.

I cannot wait to hear how the story ends.

Poor pink boutique bunny.

With your ouchies and boo boos galore.

Hopefully some hugs and kisses will heal your accidental scars, and detract from your rather distorted head.

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

But you’re beautiful just the way you are.

Medium, light pink, Penelope Bloom boutique bunny.

Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna

For sweet little Norah!

This teal newsboy hat’s just for you! It features a cute butterfly with a very special message.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

Pure laughter, pure happiness, pure joy, pure and simple…pure love.

All that you are.

Chloe grew out of the newsboy hat I made her two years ago, so I made her a new one.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

We went for raspberry pink since it matched her bitty baby’s hat.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

She picked a large flower for the side and we added a vintage button.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

The other side.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

Soft white cotton jersey offers a soft band around her little head.  The inside fabric coordinates with the outside flower.  Hearts and Love.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

She loves to wear her hat.  I love this photo.  So silly!

Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Sweetheart by Janna © 2013

 Adopted by Chloe.

Molly the dolly has been sitting too long on my daughters’ dresser, unfinished and forgotten in the midst of the craziness of life.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013
Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Her blonde tresses and blue eyes beckon, begging to join in the fantastical play of house and make belief that my daughter loves so much.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013
Janna Vanderveen © 2013

A fuschia bum-ruffle adds a splash of happy color.  Remodeled arms allow for a more natural look. A lovely pair of knee-high shearling boots are in the works…her redesigned feet allow for a variety of different accessories.

Janna Vanderveen © 2013
Janna Vanderveen © 2013

Blossoms and lace adorn a pretty sundress.

Huggable, loveable, fun!

My daughter has spent the last several months begging me to make Lily (our Maltese puppy) a princess dress. We’ve perused countless Etsy websites, sewing blogs, and pattern sites together, looking for just the right outfit.   When we stumbled across Julie Ahn’s Facebook page https://www.facebook.com/julie.ahn.129  we were both captivated by her designs.  Julie is an incredibly talented Korean artisan who designs the loveliest dresses for small show dogs.  My daughter was delighted and immediately suggested that I make Lily an outfit just like hers.  The task was daunting but intriguing and I readily agreed.

Sweetheart by Janna © 2011

Sweetheart by Janna © 2011

  Thus began my research phase.  I spent countless hours searching the internet for a sewing pattern that looked something similar to Julie’s outfits only to discover that very few existed.  Somewhat by accident, I stumbled across this pattern book on Etsy from Pink Nelie.  http://www.etsy.com/shop/PinkNelie.  The book, written in Korean, contained thirty dog-related sewing patterns.

Studying the patterns, I learned how to sew a dog dress.  Then I spent a week designing my own pattern pieces to create both a fitted blouse and jumper.

Sweetheart by Janna © 2011

Sweetheart by Janna © 2011

Not wanting to spend a fortune on new fabric for a first-time (somewhat iffy) project, I scrounged through my stash and found some beautiful teal stretch cotton for a blouse and matching black and teal plaid for the jumper.

Sweetheart by Janna © 2011

Sweetheart by Janna © 2011

And it worked!  YAY!  Snap closures in the front of both the blouse and jumper make for easy dress-up.  Beautiful black buttons adorn the back of the jumper giving the outfit some extra pizzazz.

Sweetheart by Janna © 2011

Sweetheart by Janna © 2011

Lace embroiders both the collar and puffy sleeves for an added touch.

A few adjustments need to be made to both my blouse and jumper patterns, however, I’ve already redesigned the pattern pieces.  I will make another version before I attempt the grand finale, which will  include both a pink tutu under-skirt and top bustle.  (Super-princess outfit!)

And of course, I do have to give credit to my poor Lily who has endured much dressing, redressing, and endured several photo shoots.  But, I think she enjoyed the extra attention and the antics of all my kids jumping up and down behind me as I snapped the shots.  🙂

So did my kids.  Their smiles and giggles made the moment special and all the work worth it.

The weather is changing.  Fall has arrived.  My drive to make hats has returned.  I couldn’t resist making this eye-popping red corduroy newsboy hat with an embroidered Canadian flag.

Nothing says patriotism more than displaying one’s national flag.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

And why not do that in style?

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

 This newsboy hat can be worn straight…

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

Or to the side for a trendy, modern look.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

And of course, the inside features soft fleece and gorgeous cotton Canadian fabric.

Oh…and I should add…this one’s mine!  🙂

Meet Yellow Bunny

Adopted by Chloe

My three-year-old daughter has been begging me, for the past several months, to make her a yellow bunny.  The request came at unexpected times over the course of any given day, which meant she’d obviously given it some thought

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

And how could I resist the pleas of this beautiful little girl.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

I’d make her the moon if she asked…a stuffed plushie of course.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

She needed a friend for her most favorite toy, blue bunny.  Blue bunny doesn’t have a sparkle in her eye, .but I’ve figured my daughter won’t want me to add it, after the fact.  After all, blue bunny is VERY precious. But then again, so is my little girl!  🙂

Medium yellow Penelope Bloom boutique bunny.

Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna

My Lily loves to chew, especially dog beds with zippers and foam. I decided she needed a more durable, chew-proof bed.  🙂 Erin Erickson has a free fleece dog bed tutorial on her web site (Dog under my Desk).  www.erinerickson.com

Instead of fleece, I used a soft, red-rose petal minky.

I think she loves it!

Meet Medium Red and Small Blue Ninja Bunnies

Made at the request of my sons, these bunnies are not only soft and cuddly, they are super-hero ninja fighting monsters.  Subjected to beatings and masterful escapades, they’ve been known to find themselves in the most unpredictable situations.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

Until rescued by my three-year old daughter who carries them around everywhere and makes sure they are tucked safely beneath her covers at night.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

Battered and bruised, small blue bunny has conquered many battles with his burning eyes of fire.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

Made from the softest minky and coordinating cotton fabrics (thank-you for the fabric Diane!) these bunnies are my way of saying “I love you!!”

Medium red and small blue “Penelope Bloom” boutique bunny.

Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna

Meet Blue and Purple Bunny
Adopted by Chloe
Bunnies are stinkin cute! After working many hours to perfect a bunny design, I’ve come up with these two cuties. The blue bunny is 12 inches, the purple 6 inches. Perfect for little hands.
Medium blue and small purple “Penelope Bloom” boutique bunny.
Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna

Meet Bailey

Adopted by Aynalem

This boutique doll was designed specifically for a very sweet girl named Aynalem.  She features beautiful coordinating fabrics, hand embroidered facial features,  and lace trim around the neck and undergarments.

Pink Poppy Boutique © 2012
Janna Vanderveen © 2012

Standing 18 inches tall, she boasts brown Mary Jane’s and fun purple-striped stockings.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

And of course… a pretty light pink bum ruffle.  These dolls just wouldn’t be the same without it.  🙂

Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna

Meet Brooke.

This pretty bunny is affectionately referred to as “purple bunny” in our home.   After hours of adapting my original bunny design and sewing together Purple Bunny #1 (disaster – officially referred to as ugly bunny) I went back to my initial design and made some smaller adjustments.   Purple Bunny #2 was born.  I will continue to play with her pattern a little before deeming it complete.  More pictures will follow I’m sure.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

At 6.5 inches this little girl is tiny enough to fit in the palm of your hands.

Small purple Penelope Bloom boutique bunny.

Handmade by Sweetheart by Janna.

Easter Bunny

Meet Blossom!

Bunnies and spring go hand in hand!  Although spring has not technically arrived, it sure feels like it.  With all of this warm weather, I half expect to see my yard covered with wild bunnies and half eaten tulip stems.

Janna Vanderveen © 2012

 But cute lovable mini bunnies will have to do.  At 6.5 inches, these darlings are the perfect size for toddler hands.

Meet lovely Lily. 

This cute little (6.5 inch bunny) was born today at noon and has been the apple of my daughter’s eye ever since.  It took quite a bit of cajoling to convince my two-year old to part with her new-found friend, and as such, I consider myself lucky to have these two photos.  I have non-stop obsessed over the development of this tiny sewing pattern, hoping to be able put to good use the small remnants of fabric that I have stashed from other completed projects.  Lily will need a few tweaks to her pattern, but hopefully it will be finished in the next couple of days.  Perhaps I will develop a set of clothes for her tiny frame.   Sewing is so much FUN!

Whispers of Wonder

Deep within your hallowed heart
Beats blood of truest red.
Poured out for me, you gave your life
Whispering words of love instead.

You won my heart with great aplomb
Ransomed my very soul.
Repaired the very heart of me
Jesus you made me whole.

~ Janna Vanderveen

(Photo Credit: http://www.pbase.com)

Rip Esselstyn Engine 2 Lasagna is the most delicious, healthy, fiber filled vegetable lasagna that I have ever found.  Made.  Eaten.  Anywhere!  Having watched the documentary “Forks over Knives”, and it’s spin-off “Engine2Diet,” I was impressed by how yummy this vegan lasagna looked.  So…I thought I’d give cooking it a try.  The recipe with more detailed instructions can be found at this link: http://vegetarian.about.com/od/vegetarianlasagnarecipes/r/engine2lasagna.htm.

Sweetheart by Janna

I have to confess that I was initially quite leery of making this recipe, especially when I saw the long list of healthy ingredients.  How could any lasagna not containing loads of dairy or meat taste good?  But, motivated to give it a try, I spent the next three hours chopping, browning, mixing, and cooking.   My house was filled with the most delicious scents of toasted garlic, onions, and sauteed mushrooms.

Dicing an onion and an entire head of garlic (yes – the whole thing) I added both ingredients to a non-stick pan and browned until softened.  I washed and sliced a package of mushrooms (I forgot to take a picture here – sorry) and added it to the mix until its juices filled the pan.  With a slotted spoon, I removed the mushrooms, onions, and garlic from the pan, leaving behind only the liquid.  To the liquid, I added a chopped head of broccoli and a bowl of chopped carrots.  These cooked in the liquid until they brightened in color and softened slightly.

Removing the broccoli and carrots from my non-stick pan, I added both to my bowl of onion, garlic, and mushrooms and mixed all together.  Back into the pan, I added chopped red peppers and a can or organic corn which I had thoroughly rinsed.  These I also cooked until they were softened.  I added both to my vegetable bowl and again mixed.

Draining all the liquid from a container of silken tofu, I dumped the lot into my veggie bowl,
I squished the tofu mix between my fingers until the mixture was adequately mixed and then added four spices: Cayenne pepper, basil, oregano, and rosemary.
On my stove, I had cooked and mashed two sweet potatoes.  To the potatoes, I added a container of frozen spinach (defrosted) and mixed.
Here is where I deviated from Rip’s recipe (only slightly).  He layered his lasagna with the vegetable mixture on one layer and the sweet potato’s and spinach on a second.  I decided to mix the sweet potato mixture in with my vegetable mixture because I like the creamy texture and taste it produces.

To assemble my lasagna, I coated the bottom of my baking dish with a layer of spaghetti sauce and then a layer of noodles.

On top of the noodles, I added another layer of spaghetti sauce and a thick layer of my vegetable mixture.  A second layer of noodles followed.
On top of the second layer of noodles I added a third layer of sauce and the rest of my vegetable mixture.
Then a third layer of noodles.
I spread a final layer of sauce over the noodles and tossed a handful of ground cashews over the top.  Covering with tin foil, I baked in my oven for 45 minutes, then removed the cover and baked for another 15.

The end result: layers of bubbling, yummy delight!

Paired with a slice of freshly ground whole wheat bread, my dinner was complete.  Delicious!  Rip Esselstyn Engine 2 lasagna has become a staple in our household.  I can’t say my children love it but my husband and I do and we eat at least one piece a day until its gone.  And then I make another.  Low in both sodium and fat it boasts high levels of fiber and essential nutrients.  It makes for a healthy lunch or supper and is absolutely worth the effort.